23

stayed up reading a book i have on lone from a friend for the third time through. lots of things in this particular book that i found had parallels to my own life.
its after 3am and I cant get to sleep. keep thinking back over my life as i mentaly burn the candle in my mind that symbolizes the year that has just passed. accomplishments, failures, both on varrying levels though most connected dispite their polarity.
23, it just sounds like a year that is gonna suck. well i thought the opposite of 22 and that turned out to really suck.
heres to 23 being the year my life takes a positive trend once again.

book in progress.

after finally getting to the reviewing process of what i have written so far i the series that i am writing, i have found and flayed out the final plan for how i would like the book to go. from here on i will be putting all My time and energy that i am not putting into staying alive, into this book. hoping that in the future it will be the means by witch i satay alive...
so there will be little activity here or elsewhere for me in the future till this is completed. i have set a timeline out for its completion. if i follow it to the T" then i should be submitting it to publishers my the time that i am twenty four years old. with the the ultimate goal in mind of having two books published by the time i am twenty five. the first in a series and a single novel.
in a way this post is the signing off to the world as i confine my self to the work i am dedicated to doing. till one of the mile markers are reached, farewell class.

treetop

This post is dedicated to those awesome little fruit snacks from treetop, I love those things.
About three weeks ago I got hit by a taxi and messed up my knee a little. that let me have tons of time to think about life and do a lot of writing that i haven't been getting around to doing.
this is just a post saying that despite the current stresses that none of you know much about, I thing I have decided on a course of action.
I the action that is to be taken is this, use all available time in the writing.
plod along as best I can while putting all my energy into the books that I have been slowly working on over the last year or so. there has been little else that I have been able to accomplish while trying overly hard and spreading myself way to thin over all the projects in the works right now.
So what does this mean? it means that I am not worrying about what I cant control in life and making sure that I do all with what I have full control over.
parts of the changes in plans have been limited due to the injury that i incurred. though in time i plan on having changed my life and future. i will try my best not to alienate my friends and family in the process as best i am able. but i have resolved that my focus is on my capabilities and not fixing my foolish frailties.
this may be the last post for some time, or not who really knows....
little of this may make sense to even me in the future, so don't read in to it to much if you have run across this blog.